NADIA NOVA

thats great. im also thikning about anal sumo jelly now

that would never happen to someone like me

psychosexual trauma? idk ill figure it out as i go.

horny

i look at other art i like and just try my best at copying features that spark joy

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yea teh concept was made around 2022 and doomsday dreamgirl was like 2020 but those are basically teh same year given all the early covid years can be melded into one. ive had peopel comment on the lockdown anxiety of doomsday dreamgirl becore which i can see in retrospect. iu didnt think about it consciously caue like i mind not leaving the home and i liked quarantining and all that shit but i was pretty paranoid about going outside and hate getting sick that still is a thing for me so maybe that counts like i still wear a mask every day (which i thikn everyone should do even if only regular flu existed) but ye. i guess it goes hand in hand with LDR and being unable to see someone which is what slime feet was ultimately about

your cock is like a compass if its pointing north youre doing something right- make bad hscenes until one day it becomes that you make good. so basically what im saiyng is that its a good idea to go through a first pass when severely horny and then come back to it later to actually edit andcleanit up to make sense. this works for me at least sex is just turn based combat. pretend your rping with yourself. smash those dolls together. godspeed

i really gotta clarify this whole chaser angle is making fun at toxic behavior especiallygiven that lina is just a dirtbag of a person all around. while i think transfems have the full permisison to be like yaaay perv obsessed with girlcok yaaaaay, ccalling yourself a chaser intentionally is pretty absurd. ppl can have their sexual and gender preferences but sliding into my askbox to say youre a chaser isnt like a positive thing. like tis could be conveyed in an entirely different way in a more positive light or just left unsaid if youc ant

anyway,
i wont clarify on teh latter becaue its an intergral part about what hte game will be about. also like even the art ive done so far is pretty much riffing on the dynamic and not even necesasrily 'canon'. like the most relevant example just to point out is that shes not gonna have panties that say chaser on them lmao its just what i thought would be ridiculous when i was forced to censor her pussy for tumblr

ankle. bitch im gay as hell theres NONE. soles

this is waht NAOMIDA: Frozen Love for Sisters is all about actually

sad pussy girls. i smack that twat. cry

your tablet actually broke because i felt something was going haywire in the world and i willed it to be destroyed. i think drawing ME is weird exponentially so if its a nsfw thing so like just draw one of my many self insert protagonist ocs instead like lana

life gets better when you gather new kinks like pokemon. more things to enjoy. more things that spark joy. isn't the world beautiful

my sadomasochism runs deep if i wasnt nerfed to be the most pathetic thing in the world i would unleash insurmountable sadism to endlessly torment girls evil style and the world wouldn't be ready for it. but also i just need my brain scrambled cause thinking is too much effort so writing the soggiest fail puppies just comes naturally. so basically any time I'm writing horny shit I'm doing wish fulfilment like a fucking pincer strike

stumbles and falls over and drops my bag and hits my head on the locker door which slams shut and then when stumbling back in tears i trip over my bag and my skirt is stuck in the locker door and it rips and you see my panties and i try to cover them up with my hands but that just makes me lose balance even more and i finally trip so hard i slam my head against the floor and am left with my butt pointed up and you can see my bulge while I'm sobbing on the floor

if you tummy punch hard enough both come out

dont spill the tea

idk girl i just want to jerk off and have to write my own stories for optimal orgasms

shes usually gaming on that good old classic JoyStation Console. shes got some newer consoles but she loves the classics you see

soaked panties better because i like wetting more than piss. pissin mouth is fine but its not interesting on its own but it works in a noncon dom dynamic type of thing

yesssssssssss.. its so real. thats teh draw for me

lmao.................................... the last one that happens in oyasumi punpun. i will not elaborate

grew up bullied at school and at home and outside the home so i had to entertain myself

this is maybe kinda funny cause im doing incest galaxy brainstyle compared to everyone else. lmao.

well to start things off i think iuncest is a reflection of queer dynamics, like to a lot of people being gay or trans is something you arent supposed to do. so incest is just like inherently queer to me and queer is good.

ok so ig this ones getting a bit personal but theres this thing where i have a lot of inherent shame/guilt regarding sex/sexuality/my body DIRECTLY DURING SEXUAL ACTS that doesn't otherwise really manifest at all when i am not doing anything sexual myself. like doesnt matter whats happening or with who I'm gonna be feeling all weird and guilty about it my brain is telling me like "you're not supposed to do this"..........well i thought it was funny but reading this now that's kinda sad i guess

anyway,
for mostly consensual incest dynamics because of the taboo and secrecy its just a very easy way to put my character DEEP into that same headspace but also like to provide an avenue to "win" against those bad thoughts of slowly pushing through the barrier of "we shouldn't do this" - > "ok but its nice and comforting" - > "we don't care about the world we should just do what we want" even if i don't care about the last part in my own stories and writings its still something looming in the future that is nice to me.

as for dub/nonconsensual dynamics yea its just the whole unbalanced power dynamics. i like the power dynamics more than the incest here but its just a really good and efficient way to generate imbalance and unfair situations of powerlessness and awkward setups between chars who might have vastly different ideas of what is acceptable to do to each other. i like how since there family there's no easy escape from abuse. like abuse/power dynamics in stories suck when you can just like walk away and escape the abuse but if its someone you literally live with its not easy. and like I've gone through this and too many others haves gone through this to some extent so its just like relatable but also like some type of like traumaposting where i do the thing on purpose and sexy this time

but also the whole you know sense of belonging in the world everything is weird and confusing and nobody agreed to become alive and sentient so finding comfort from someone else just like you close to you maybe even related to you kinda powerful sentiment. but still ESPECIALLY for trans relationships i still like found family dynamics more generally speaking. i think its even more powerful to look at someone and feel the type of connection that makes you go like we are family. which is why stuff like malmaid/hopeless junction style trancestual stuff is more appealing to me. especially since an unfortunate amount of trans people do not have a family to go for comfort in any meaning of the word

its cute. i think pissing just liek a lot of things that could be considered kinks tend to have angles to explore that arent presented with the sole intent of horny. like there's ways to approach kinks that arent masturbatory? explicit? idk the right term here but basically I'm saying that i feel like people forget that theres more to these things than the intent to be tantalizing or sexually erotic. at least to me onimai instead uses the wetting to show cute character reactions/interactions and secret lil bonding moments

like in the manga the pissing is often just one panel and sometimes its just a single sfx instead of anything visually depicted that you might not even realise until you're turning to the next pages that elaborates on the fact that someone just pissed themselves. the anime is pretty brief with the piss scenes too. I'm not gonna be horny about it its just really cute.

also tangent but isn't it like pretty arbitrary claim that turning into a girl would just make you suddenly start pissing yourself?? okay sure. spiro does that yea spiro makes girls piss themselves uncontrollably. yes. also yea srs can give incontinence problems so yay onimai once more feeding the trans narrative. confirmed

if you go to my itch io profile and scroll down to the bottom there's the "GAMES" collection which has vns or vn adjacent projects which are almost all made by transfemmes. that's a good start really idk i feel like you kinda have to deal with the fact that there's not gonna be the types of characters you want to see in some big games. that's why you're better off looking for indie titles made by people making their own stories about the things they want to see

also like all things considered, even if there's those futanari type vns i feel like there isn't all that many either if you want anything with a story that isn't just fantasy nukige that I'm not all that interested in. especially since its jstu so common for the futa thing to just be a side dish to whatever vn they happen not appear. i like it when things are mostly grounded in reality. and i also specifically want to read yuri. so options are sparse. so i make my own and try to dig up indie gems

also like I've learned to squint and see the futanari girls close enough and that's fine with me as long as teh stories otherwise are good and/or hot. not that i don't want the real trans girl chars but still that's just what it is working with what you got. time to start making your own vns too anon. be the change you want to see in the world

"Yurinate!" does have an unofficial english translation! but like outside of that idk really any specifically piss related media but pissing does happen in some extent in;

manga "Kitanai Kimi ga Ichiban Kawaii", "Utsushicha Dame-na Kao", pretty sure "Mahoako"/"Gushing over Magical Girls" also has pissing among tons of other kinks. these are all pretty fun

manga/anime "Onimai/Oniichan wa Oshimai!" mahiro just cant stop pissing herself. (the anime is too much for some people but the manga is a lot more toned down from the pervert lense. both are great)

EVN "Heatwave" by deathdeaddeath and "Victim Doll" by communistsister which both i HIGHLY recommend playing if you can handle the content warnings. these two are some of my favorite EVNs

VN "Suteki na Kanojo no Tsukurikata" which is kind a toxic yuri trainwreck but it has one pissing scene at least. its pretty insane and has nothing deeper but the protagonist is absolutely pathetic mess and its not too long so thats fun

hmmm all of these are toxic yuri except onimai lol. oh hey I'm absolutely getting derailed here but if you really want to suffer to see piss girls go read "Oyasumi Punpun" it has one girl who keeps trauma wetting herself . its really not a horny story and its meant to rip you apart inside out

i had a friend help out with figuring out how the fuck taobao and courier services work (we used spreenow) i think my #1 tip is to not try t buy a maid outfit and instead try to buy a dress, an apron, and a petticoat, (and a headdress). mine ended up being only 100€ total which i find insanely cheap given how incredibly good quality it all is and how good it feels to wear. its like cotton(?) and shit instead of one of those cheaper plastic fabric types. i wasl looking at etsy maid outfits and they were like closer to 300€ in comparison. it took us a while to find ad ress that suit my tranny shoulders but we found a good one in the end. i don't have like specific advice on the process tho it was heavily me relying on my friend to find some parts and me saying if its to my tastes or not

i had a friend help out with figuring out how the fuck taobao and courier services work (we used spreenow) i think my #1 tip is to not try t buy a maid outfit and instead try to buy a dress, an apron, and a petticoat, (and a headdress). mine ended up being only 100€ total which i find insanely cheap given how incredibly good quality it all is and how good it feels to wear. its like cotton(?) and shit instead of one of those cheaper plastic fabric types. i wasl looking at etsy maid outfits and they were like closer to 300€ in comparison. it took us a while to find ad ress that suit my tranny shoulders but we found a good one in the end. i don't have like specific advice on the process tho it was heavily me relying on my friend to find some parts and me saying if its to my tastes or not

if i had to rank my favourite letters they would start something like N, A, D, maybe Z then? I is really good too. R has been growing on me recently

i have a major case of recency bias in literally every facet of my life so its easy for me to be like oh yea malcatras maide nis the best thing ive done (cause im literally working on it rn) but like... i think im the kind of person who in general is just pretty happy wiht anything i do. even that tiny project venial sin that basically nobody played in comparison to my other projects is something i really like and feel satisfied about.

making something in teh first place is honestly impressive. finishing a project even moer. idk it makes me happy that i have been able to do so, multiple times. but i thikn can you say my name again, doomdsay dreamgirl, hopeless junction and now malcatras' maiden are the ones that i am the most proud of. at least at the time of writing this, they feel the most like Me.

as for scenes.. well malmaid has a couple but for hopeless junction i like the ending a llot. it felt nice like giving a bandage to the reader after stabbing them a few times. doomsday dreamgirl i think about pandoras dream seqeuence every now and then. but that on was cheating cause it was literally a dream i had that felt more real than life so

i wish sisters were real

just becuase i make games that are like me there is no requirement or criteria for enjoying my games. identiy is just one part of what makes my games my games, albeit a big part. so yea neat thanks cool

i suppose in my mind my characters donty really have fur they are just humans with ears and tails (which i always forget to draw) even when i was drawing more full on furry art itd always be a bit superficial becuase my furry fixation is mainly just on teh visual aesthetic of cute looking ears and i just happen to like bunny and puppy ears. but that being said, i dont really see it as a wrong interpretation or anything to see my characters having fur, be it thin or thick. fur is probs the more reasonable view on the matter tbh

regardless of fur status fanart is always appreciated and it is always up to the artist to share their own interpretation of the characters so theres no right or wrong when it comes to that ^^

did you know naida means to fuck in finnish