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2026年02月08日
been having fun playing with my website
ive claened some shit up and made some shit load nicer and smoother. i spent days on optimization and you probably wont even know what changed and thats awesome tbhive also updated my vn guide because i really think people should make visual novels so i added further information to help anyone about to set on the equally sisyphean and glorious task of being a vn dev
check it out. even if you've read it before just give it a new read. the thing about guides and learning and all that shit is reading useful thing again is actually pretty good to remind you of your goals and intents. hopefully it can respark motivation in anyone feeling in a rut too.
[ click here for nadia nova how to make da vn guide ]
irl shit
ive been piss chilling. both hands style. one hand on the piss and the other hand on the chill. ive been feeling kinda insane for a while (as always) but my moods have been on an upswing recently.playing aoe2 with friends has been novel. ireally never play video games. i just dont really get anything out of them and its also pretty demanding on my hands that are already slime feet style. but playing a pretty competetive game with a group of friends is really interesting to be on call and shit talk eachother while getting owned and doing ridiculous strats. having better days is good timing too since im planning to travel and i really dont wanna have an autistic burnout at the airport like i did when i visited UK year ago!
top 5 things in no particular order im excited about for my trip
- free shitty airplane beer
- tummy punching harley
- seeing devi live
- drinking armpit water again
- i just wanna smoke a damn cigarette
im taking the unique opportunity from the devi UK tour to see her live since im never touching US soil in my life cause i dont really want to leave to my home country anyway in the first place. its kinda insane that i even managed to visit UK last year. but just like that time im gonna be so hyped to see lil sis harley again and tummy punch it. seeing and hanging out with harley was so great im glad i can do it again.
statistically speaking this time i won't have to run through an airport barf girl style cause my flight was delayed and they won't lose my luggage that has to be sent to me separately way after i landed and security guards won't yell at me and trains wont be delayed. it was fucking terrible last time i travelled. god. at least the free shitty airplane beer hit real good. only time ive ever enjoyed beer has been on the airplane which is funny since notoriously you cant taste shit properly when in the sky
but if theres one thing about flying. i felt something special during my first liftoff before i had had any airport problems. i was really scared of flying for the first time and i had a plushie with me clipped to my autism sunflower lanyard. i was hugging it and shaking and my noise cancelling headphones were playing tim hecker - the ravedeath 1972 and the plane lift off at just the right time on my favorite part of the track and it felt like the whole universe aligned and there was something so unique and magical about it. im not sure if ive experienced anything like that ever or will.
side note i used to listen to this with my beloved noise cancelling headphones every night i go to sleep for like over a year in a row but recetnly ive been falling asleep to aoe2 videos lmaoo
i used to think i was afraid of flying but after everything going wrong at the airport on my connecting flight in every way possible by the time once i managed to sit down on the plane i was so mentally and physically exhausted desperately trying not to throw up as i was shaking at that point i was actually rooting for the plane to crash and burn
not afraid of flying anymore just afraid of airports now. i still think people shouldn't be allowed to be that high odf the ground ita just fundamentally incompatible with our nature
looking out the window and seeing the scale of everything just fucks with me my agoraphobia had never been that strong in ages took me like a year to recover. i thought going outside would like have the sky crush me. theres just too many things the world is too big theres too much its just not right
still i think it'll be a lot easier this time since i know what to expect. ultimately rn im looking forward to the trip and its convenient in a way to stop my contstant need to be productive and be forced to tell myself to rest and do nothing and just chill and do nothing and dont stress about shit just prepare and pack and wait until its the day of travel
statistically speaking this time i won't have to run through an airport barf girl style cause my flight was delayed and they won't lose my luggage that has to be sent to me separately way after i landed and security guards won't yell at me and trains wont be delayed. it was fucking terrible last time i travelled. god. at least the free shitty airplane beer hit real good. only time ive ever enjoyed beer has been on the airplane which is funny since notoriously you cant taste shit properly when in the sky
but if theres one thing about flying. i felt something special during my first liftoff before i had had any airport problems. i was really scared of flying for the first time and i had a plushie with me clipped to my autism sunflower lanyard. i was hugging it and shaking and my noise cancelling headphones were playing tim hecker - the ravedeath 1972 and the plane lift off at just the right time on my favorite part of the track and it felt like the whole universe aligned and there was something so unique and magical about it. im not sure if ive experienced anything like that ever or will.
side note i used to listen to this with my beloved noise cancelling headphones every night i go to sleep for like over a year in a row but recetnly ive been falling asleep to aoe2 videos lmaoo
i used to think i was afraid of flying but after everything going wrong at the airport on my connecting flight in every way possible by the time once i managed to sit down on the plane i was so mentally and physically exhausted desperately trying not to throw up as i was shaking at that point i was actually rooting for the plane to crash and burn
not afraid of flying anymore just afraid of airports now. i still think people shouldn't be allowed to be that high odf the ground ita just fundamentally incompatible with our nature
looking out the window and seeing the scale of everything just fucks with me my agoraphobia had never been that strong in ages took me like a year to recover. i thought going outside would like have the sky crush me. theres just too many things the world is too big theres too much its just not right
still i think it'll be a lot easier this time since i know what to expect. ultimately rn im looking forward to the trip and its convenient in a way to stop my contstant need to be productive and be forced to tell myself to rest and do nothing and just chill and do nothing and dont stress about shit just prepare and pack and wait until its the day of travel
thats it. jjk is good. even jjk modulo is really fun. read kagurabachi too. bye.
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